Today I have a sinking feeling in my heart.
I feel the loss of connection with my communities in Christ and I have begun feeling like I am abandoned.
I have been feeling a worry that my small group and fellowship communities will have moved on and found new groups to meet with and I am forgotten.
It’s a lie and I know it, but it feels real today. I guess the social isolation has had more of an effect on me than I cared to admitt in our era of quarantine.
I pray I can work against the social anixety and worries I now harbour and try to reconnect to my community to the best of my abilities.