9 We do not see our signs;
there is no longer any prophet,
and there is none among us who knows how long.
10 How long, O God, is the foe to scoff?
Is the enemy to revile your name forever?
11 Why do you hold back your hand, your right hand?
Take it from the fold of your garment and destroy them!
There have been so many ups and downs over the past few months. Anixety and discontentment have been my largest enemies.
Most of my feelings rise from my current job. I am so grateful for it, I have been promoted once and given other benefits early but I still yearn for work I am more passionate about.
I have been working for months on starting my own buisness and it has been tough. There is no road map for the type of thing I’m trying to make so I have been fumbling and redoing a lot of work over and over.
I feel today I have a solid direction and I am uplifted and hopeful. I understand this feeling may be shorted sighted, things could collapse again and likely will.
But the more I struggle with things the more confidence I build for a new chapter.
That is true in my journey of faith as well. Each time I hit a bump the next time feels a little smoother than the last.